My friends wanted me to have the abortion because I was on my own and I couldn’t cope. I wasn’t sure who the father was so it was best. I cried and cried in the clinic and they took me for more counselling. I cried all the way to the theatre. I was so upset. I feel so depressed and my ex is not very nice to me. I let him come round though. I get lonely. But he’s not very nice.